Sunday, March 30, 2014

Lent week 4: darkness and blindness



“The only thing I know about the dark is...you can’t see in it.”
 That quote is from the movie The Natural, when Robert Redford’s character, Roy Hobbs, first meets “the Judge” in his unlit office.  It’s a great movie about baseball, but it’s also a movie about life; about how, even if we make mistakes--some seemingly unforgivable--we can still repent and get back on the right path, if we go about it the right way. 
     Today’s readings deal with darkness, and blindness; in other words, they deal with sight--more specifically, the inability to see.  In the first reading from Samuel, God told Samuel not to be focused on Eliab’s stature when considering whom the Lord would anoint as king, because:  “Not as man sees does God see, because man sees the appearance, but the LORD looks into the heart.”  That is why the Lord rejected all of Jesse’s other sons and chose the youngest, David, to be His anointed.
     In the second reading, from Ephesians, Paul urges the people to live in the light of Christ when he says:  “You were once darkness, but now you are light in the Lord.  Live as children of light, for light produces every kind of goodness and righteousness and truth” and later when he encourages them to “take no part in the fruitless works of darkness.”
     In the Gospel today, we hear the familiar story of the man born blind.  “As Jesus passed by he saw a man blind from birth.  His disciples asked him, “Rabbi, who sinned, this man or his parents, that he was born blind?”  (I want you to notice here that it was his disciples that asked him that question.  Finally, we have a question coming from someone other than a lawyer trying to trick Jesus...((lawyers get such a bad rap in the Bible))  The prevailing wisdom of the times was that bad things happened to bad people because they were sinners, and God was punishing them.  Alternatively, bad things happened to good people because their ancestors were sinners, and therefore deserving of God’s wrath.  Does this make any sense?  Can you justify this way of thinking with the loving and merciful image of God that Jesus offers us in the Gospel?  Is God so petty that he has to have his own way, and then punishes those who don’t do as he says?  This is the kind of thinking that today’s Gospel is trying to dispel.  The religious leaders, as well as all of the people of that time, presumed that the man in today’s Gospel was blind, either because of his own sins, or those of his parents.  So he was seen and treated as an outcast, a sinner.  Jesus came into the world not only to dispel mistaken notions about sin, but to offer unlimited love and mercy to those who suffer from such misconceptions.  He came to heal our inner blindness that leads to prejudice and the mistreatment of others we consider outcasts and sinners. 
     As John makes clear in his Gospel, the man’s physical blindness is not the focus of this story, even though Jesus did restore his sight.  The Gospel today reminds me of a story.  A woman had just sat down at her desk to begin the working day when one of her co-workers came flying into her office.  "You won't believe this!" he said. "I was just almost killed outside!  I had just walked out of the deli where I buy my egg sandwich every morning.  Suddenly a police car came down the street with its lights flashing and sirens blaring!  The police were chasing another car!  The other car stopped right in front of me!  The guys jumped out and began shooting at the police, and the police shot back!   I hit the ground and could hear bullets buzzing over my head—it seemed like a hundred of them!  It was so scarey!  I'm telling you, I'm lucky to be alive!"  After a moment of silence the woman said: "You eat an egg sandwich every morning?  You know, that’s bad for your cholesterol.”
     The point of the story is that we can become so involved in our own narrow interests that we miss the obvious.  This Sunday’s Gospel illustrates the destructiveness of such narrowness.  Jesus had just healed a blind man, "to let God's work shine forth."  You’d think that everyone would be rejoicing, and praising Jesus for the miracle of sight that he had just bestowed on the blind man.  But you see, by performing this miracle, Jesus threatened the comfortable, ordered life of the Jewish leaders.  How could God possibly be working through someone other than them?  If “outsiders” were going to claim God's work outside of their structure, then their authority was being threatened.  They missed the fact that God was indeed working—through his son Jesus, the very Messiah they were expecting!  They were more concerned with the possibility that he was working through someone else.  They focused on the egg sandwich instead of the whole picture of what was taking place.  So, these leaders sought some way to discredit what he had done.  They condemned Jesus for working on the Sabbath.  Even though it was a sign of the presence of the Messiah that sight would be given to the blind, and even though the man's parents testified that he was indeed born blind, they refused to see the presence of God among them.  By the end of the reading it is clear that they—the Jewish leaders, are the ones who are blind—spiritually blind.  There’s a great exchange between the Pharisees and the man, where they ask him again if he were indeed born blind, and he retorts:  “I told you already and you did not listen.  Why do you want to hear it again?  Do you want to become his disciples too?”  I’ll bet that angered them to no end!  The blind man tries to remove their impediments to sight, but they keep their eyes tightly closed.
      In what ways are we, too, spiritually blind?  Today’s Gospel is a call for us to allow the Lord to open our eyes.  The Temple leaders and Pharisees were too concerned with themselves to have some commoner from Nazareth upset their lifestyle.  Unfortunately, we are tempted to do the same thing ourselves. Things may be rocking along in our family when we suddenly realize that our spouse or one of our children has a problem.  A family member is drinking way too much, or using drugs.  Rather than addressing the issue, we so often “turn a blind eye” so to speak, and hope that it will go away.  Or, perhaps at work or in school we are confronted with people pushing us to make unchristian choices.  We know that we should take a courageous stand and say "That is just not right,” or “Sorry, but I don’t agree with that,” but this could lead to further conflict, discomfort, or alienation for us.  We don't see the whole picture.  This is our opportunity to really stand up for Christ. But, instead of perhaps making life difficult for ourselves, we go along with the crowd, in conversation if not also in deed.  We refuse to see the Lord calling out to us in others. We end up being blind to God’s presence in the world.  As a result, we live in darkness.
          God's reality, and our human perception of things, often do not match.  Neither Jesse nor Samuel thought that the future king of Israel would be the youngest, most insignificant of Jesse's sons.  No one expected the Messiah to be the son of a carpenter from Nazareth.  When we focus on our perceptions of what God should be like or how he should act, we miss his presence in our lives.  In times of sickness, we expect God to heal us, when actually our sickness might be the very way that we draw closer to him.  We expect God to solve our problems, when actually those problems may help us to keep a perspective on what really is important in life.  By demanding how God should act, as the Pharisees did, we become blind to his presence among us.  It is then that we need to refocus.  Our focus should be on our need for inner healing from our spiritual blindness.  As we progress through this Lent, Jesus is among and within us, as the healer of our internal, spiritual blindness.  Can we see clearly enough to first of all know that we need healing, and then, have the humility to ask for that healing?  Let’s seek that healing in the Sacrament of Reconciliation this Lent.
      I began by saying that the one thing I know about the dark is, you can’t see in it.  But another thing we know about darkness is illustrated beautifully and powerfully at the Easter Vigil Mass.  We begin in total darkness.  And then, the lighted Paschal candle is brought into the church...and we can see.  And then, the individual candles that we are holding are lit from the Paschal candle, and we can see even better.  Light always conquers darkness.  100% of the time.  Jesus Christ, the light of the world, will always defeat our darkness—whatever it may be—if only we will let him.



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